Etcetera Photos

I just like different shapes, color, the tiny world in the backyard, the teeny tiny plants with lots of color and sizes and the random photos you just take because who knows when you'll see it ever again! I loved the mouse along the train. It was way cute. I loved the different colors of the gas pumps! You can seriously just take tons of photos just from the backyard or around your house. Some might think it's cheesy but you can find unique bugs, small flowers or shapes that are all great finds!

Flowers

I'm not going to post EVERY photo I ever took of. That's why I have webshots on my computer. At http://community.webshots.com/user/jennalyn88 you can see all the photos I've tooken. Not ALL the photos but many photos I've taken and some celebrity photos that I love. I love taking my own photos. Nowadays, you don't have to buy other peoples beautiful photos but make your own and send it off to companies that can print them for you or even enlarge them. It can get pretty spendy though if you do it a lot. I'd rather just have them printed elsewhere because the ink for printing out photos can get just as expensive! I just like sharing the different categories I like to take photos. It's fascinating and beautiful. I wander across the globe through webshots to see different looks at other countries, peoples and even scenery. Truly is neat to see other peoples photos!

Moms House is Beautiful

Moms house in Yakima is so gorgeous. There's accessibility to gorgeous scenery, small little plants and just breath taking land. I love it!

Black and White Photos

I've always liked those old farms where they're barely holding up. I really love them because you wonder about the history of the place, who lived there, how old is the location. Plus, when you put them in black and white they seem so mysterious. :) Not just buildings but there are some things you can turn black and white and it looks super neat.

BIRD POOPED ON HEAD

Mom and I were walking up to the canal and we stopped so she could tie her shoe. I was sitting right under a power line when a bird pooped right on my head. It was warm on top of my head. I just thought this one was funny because I heard this was good luck to have a bird poop on your head. I think I’ve had somewhat of a good luck throughout my whole life.

BREAST CANCER FRIEND SHOWED ME HEAVEN

David had a friend in Everett he worked with. I got to meet his wife and she had the same type of breast cancer. She was very nice and very pleasant. She was in a dream of mine. I was in my coffin but she was sitting me up and her husband was there too and she told me to look down at the mountain area and see how beautiful it was. I remember thinking it was beautiful and we were way up high. I just remember thinking wow it is really beautiful.
***Today, she has passed away from her breast cancer. She was a wonderful friend.

FIGHT FOR MY LIFE October 09, 2005

Eat better
Exercise
Go to church
Live
Listen to music
Love everyone
Pray
Believe in God
Quit gambling
Get nice job
Meditate
Breathe better
Take daily vitamin
Work on relationship
Believe I can fight
Travel
Smile often
Hug more
Share more
Restrain from sweets
Wake up earlier
Call more often
Don’t hold onto regrets
Clean house
Create yourself over
See Braden Jr. grow
Constantly be thankful
Be happy in accomplishments
Appreciate scenery
Work on a permanent home
Drink little soda
Laugh every single day
Give up giving up
Cause no chaos
Light up more candles
Write more poetry

MOM VISITED & MUSIC September 28, 2005 2:42 a.m.

Today was a beautiful day. David and I drove towards Bickleton looking for this windmill plant but ended up finding nothing. But I thought the drive alone was gorgeous. I slept really late. Till like two in the afternoon. How insane is that? Its really nice to have my own bed back. I sure miss my chit chat talks with mom though at nights. Plus sleeping at her side wasn’t that bad at all. Plus the never ending drama is always fun to be round there. I mean it never gets boring- that’s all. I sure missed tootsie roll too. He makes me laugh, hold me, takes care of me and even cooks nice homemade meals for me. How lucky can a girl be really? Umm…growing up I always loved music. I like most types of music also. I think music brings people together all the time. I think art does too. Man its been so cold a nights and warm during the days. I sure love chocolate, my life would be pretty dull and boring if I had no chocolate in my life- that’s for darn sure. Even feel like some people were actually born with half a brain for some weird and strange reason? I think so too. I mean the things people do these days is rather ridiculous.

LEAVING LOVED ONES BEHIND Monday September 26, 2005

Tonight I’m a little awry of what’s to become of me health wise. I can’t help but be a little frightened. Nowhere to run- I stand still just paralyzed from shock all the time. I’m constantly clouded about my future and very unsure where things are heading. I can sometimes over consume my whole entire thought processes with confusion, sadness, disappointment, frustration, disillusionment, fear, low levels or even no concentration and depression. I can’t make sense of this breast cancer. I’m very clouded most of the time with thoughts of what will I do after radiation, if recurrence occurs or how long I even to have survive. I dread the thought of leaving any loved ones behind. I don’t want any of them to be sad. I just want them to know that I loved them with all my heart and will love them for eternity. Who knows- maybe there’s eternal life in heaven and we’ll all be up there together one day. I know for sure- we’ll always and forever be together- ALWAYS! I have learned that life is so very short and to live it to the fullest with God always in your heart and soul. He looks for everyone. Do a lot of that’s good in your heart and soul also. Like the ten commandments. Plus, there’s much more not mentioned like share your unique spirit to the fullest and constantly expand your horizons. Our world goes on and on. For all I know, I can have three years, 286 days, 18 hours, 38 minutes and 52 seconds left on earth. Or I can be conked by a meteor left on earth. Or I can be conked by a meteor from space in three hours from now. Who knows. Only God knows. Remember to live life to the fullest!

DRIVING AROUND SAD 04-07-08

Driving around town makes me sad. People are so strange when a snarly glare is really ridiculous. The psychotic part of me wants to beat them blue and black but the decency side of me brushes it off like dirt on the floor and swept in the garbage. Except sometimes I’m the garbage disposal. I let it fill up to deep sorrow and pain that makes me wish people weren’t so mean. there’s no reasoning for any such nonsense. I can tell you this, with my power of prayer I hope when I pray for them that next time I see them they’re happy.

ARGUING: RANDOM UNDATED

Arguing against too much growth set back the greedy. They wanted more and more till they finally realized that there was nowhere to build except 125 degree deserts with no access to water. Either it was too flooded with terrible water or absolutely no water at all. Earth choked and head seizures left and right finally dying and becoming just a star. Where’s my galaxy going next?

Presidiential race- does stock market go down during presidential race?

CANCER RANDOM THOUGHTS UNDATED

LOVE. I I give my cancer to you and I’m grateful. Gods will-free will. Freedom of Choice. Give that pain to him when you cry. Choice to Gods will- that’s freedom- he’s generous- have freedom of will. Choose good or evil. I didn’t want to do anything verses Gods will. I’m sorry I disappointed you God. Repent. For God to give one free will is a gift.

EARTH IS NOT MY HOME March 11, 2008

I feel like I don’t belong here on earth. It’s like being somewhere you don’t belong or like how you’re at someplace you don’t fit in and you’d rather just want to go.

WHAT CAN I SAY?!

COLLAGES CAN BE FUN

TWO PAINTINGS BY ME

FAMILY FIGHTING May 16, 2007 Wednesday 01:33 p.m.

I think yesterday was a full moon because it seemed real odd and tense. I just remembered waking up to Joe and Nikolai yelling. I believe (not 100% sure) Joe was yelling at Nikolai to go spend time with her kids. Then Joe comes back in seeing her on the cell phone outside and then starts up with Braden. Braden yelled at Joe saying don’t yell at Nikolai because Nikolais trying (which she’s been trying for 8-9 years now since she was 14-15 years old). So Joe was like she’s only around for two days (if that) out of the month. Joe says stuff we never even dare to say. Then Nik and Braden go with Jr and Arlene to play by the tree. Next thing they’re in the front and leaving with Duval to take the stolen copper to get some money (by the way it was stolen from Bradens work) which I believe is terrible in itself. I mean it is stealing for crying out loud. Then mom and I were feeling bad they were yelling at Joe because he spoke the truth. Joe went to the back yard and we were wondering where he was for a moment. I made my pop tart and went to go see Braden and them. They were getting ready to go and Braden took one of my delicious chocolate pop tarts and drove off saying Jr didn’t eat. He was glaring at Dawn because in his mind Joe and Dawn were calling (him/him & her) bad parents. They’re overly sensitive I think and ridiculously wanting to fight back. I mean that’s their automatic response is to be defensively abrupt with yelling and fighting words. Oh so I call to offer mom and I to come and pick his van up. Mom wanted to finish her movie so we waited a little. Then we left and next thing we get there. Well Dawn stayed home because Joe was with his friends driving around. Now that I know he was drinking and selling Bradens copper without his permission. In the night, oh yeah mom and Dawn came with me to Goldendale and mom had an inkling to stay because Joe was drinking and mom said- told Joe to stay out of trouble. David shows us the property and we get a call while waiting in the truck from Beck saying Joe/Braden/Nikoalai were fighting. Dawns in the front seat talking loud going- should I call the Wapato Police? Mom and I were in the back seat of the truck saying…sshh all embarrassed. We couldn’t’ do anything what happened is Joe took (stole-depends on ones view) copper and Braden was mad. Joe was drinking and yelling at Nikolai Joe went towards Nikolai physically and Braden protected her. Braden beat Joe up. Joe goes to jail. Gets out next day. Nikolai goes to jail and gets sentenced. She gets out June 9th. Its rather insane. Well it was insane that day. We stopped to get $5 more bucks at the casino and left. Mom and Dawn went in and mom wanted more tickets to win the RV. The feud between Joe and Nikolai is very heated. Braden milks into Nikolais deceit and lies against Joe causing us to fight and try to bring us apart as a family. She’s a compulsive liar with many versions of her stories. Who knows? May God give her an awakening to be loving, honest, alcohol free, drug free, keep away from bad influences and seriously get treatment or else the cycle of her madness will continue. Oh I think on that day too mom and Dawn fought about mom tickling Dawn and Dawn got really upset. That was pretty weird too. Oh what a day!!

SPREADING LOVE May 16, 2007 Wednesday 04:08 a.m.

I gave out all the love possible and sometimes got resentment, judgment and misunderstanding. This gift let me pray for them and only reach out to them to shower them with love flooding their veins beautifully. I know pain in their loneliness, selfishness, lost ness, anger, resentment or unknown identity can be confusing with the real truth. Truth that love fulfilled in the heart takes away all the pain off the world because the genuine feeling uplifts your heart soul and mind. Love yourself first and foremost telling the mirror. I love you! Then spreading the love is natural and very beautiful and wholesome.

WHY READ THE BIBLE? April 27, 2007 10:50 a.m.

When you really read the words of the Bible and understand it, your concept of life becomes clearer. Why you’re here, why you do the things you do and hardships you face are happenings to learn and grow from. I wonder if other people get the “I get it” moment? I had it about 3-5 hours reading through the bible online. It makes sense of why everything happened and why we must love God and appreciate how the gift of Jesus and Mary are bigger gifts than any ring, linen, perfume or any other material possession you ever received. Discipline is a must when sacrificing everything for God. Its only through the devils temptations or work comes chaos, war, famine, suffering, pain, etc.
Its through eternal love and knowledge of God do we reach the heavenly kingdom. Your goal in life, or in your long life destiny is to be a holy example and even a missionary. Do you embrace your pain and suffering with love and forgiveness always in your heart? No need to be skeptical because he (God) is the divine father who gives us life and saves us to be beautiful and to always love.

ME IN THE MIRROR April 23, 2007 Monday

I look at old pictures of me and see a beautiful person who I want to cheer up and slap her pain away. Tell her she’s smart and don’t let anyone else tell her any different. Tell her to never date and give herself to God and become a nun. Tell her to go to church all the time and pray everyday. Tell her to give up all material possessions and realize that love comes naturally. Just tell her that the meaning of life lies within church and not in malls, magazines, music or looks. Shelter your love in God, watch and listen to him.