I have no idea what I shall do today. I know I have to do laundry, clean the kitchen and even the bathroom. Mom went over to Jamie’s for about a week or so. I can’t call her because Jamie’s stupid phone is disconnected. That really ass sucks. The other night when I left moms I left crying. It was rather silly. Nikolai got off work- Braden called and asked if she and baby could sleep with me on moms bed. I was like okay. She was wanting to go to bed and I asked Joe if Nikolai can sleep on the couch by baby in the crib. Joe was all like no!! that’s my bed. I mean he made no gentlemen gesture to even offer to her at all. I mean he don’t even ask or to even offer to her. I just got upset thinking oh my gawd you were raised better than that. I was crying like crazy thinking this can not be my brother. Why is he so rude and selfish. I just packed all my things and left. It was about after midnight. I was on empty too. I even got pulled over by the union gap police- I was still crying and he was asking if he hit me and I was like no. I got pulled over for that bad right light out. He just told me to get it fixed. I felt more at ease with me being home. Its just chaotic there with everyone fighting and not getting along. Joe brings a lot of stress but he does watch the baby a lot.
Baby sure loves him there too. I’m glad I’m gone from there. They got me an Oreo mcflurry, a bag of chips and some heart candies. I even got pizza that beck and Amy got--it was good. I would have stayed if I got to have moms room by myself. I was just upset that there’s and respect or not a lot of it for each other. It makes me sick. Plus there isn’t that much cleaning going on. Its rather ridiculous. I don’t know it seems so silly really. The whole atmosphere. Man I really wanted to stay. I wanted to clean moms room up while she was gone. I would have made it nice in there too. Plus I’m going to miss that I can’t call moms house to talk to my mom. Braden and Nikolai are going to Tulalip today and tomorrow. They’re going to have fun. They said I should go with them. I thought that would have been fun. I did recycle those magazines and newspapers and got $2.45. That was pretty cool. I got fifty from Braden after losing all my money. I got some clothes soap, ivory, dove soap, shampoo and a little bottles of slap. Oh I also got soda and heart candies. Duval was with me and it was lots of fun. He’s so happy all the time. He makes everyone so happy. Braden and Duvals birthdays are coming up this week. Who knows what we’ll do for their birthday. I sure love birthdays. I want to get some gifts somehow here at the house. I’ll find something. There’s got to be a few things here and there I can get.
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