As the third day of the year, I’m surprised how time can fly really fast. Radiation went by fast, id did get burn like skin that was peeling away my skin. It hurts internally on the right side as well as if it were a sharp pain. It can come and go. Its not where as bad as when I got chemo. Losing my hair for me was emotionally sad and kind of painful for me. Painful in a way that I looked freakish and didn’t want to be seen that much. I do at times miss my breasts. Then there are times when like the feeling of them being out the way and not bouncing every which way. I pray deep down to God that I hope my cancer stays under control. Its sometimes just a relief and prayer that it was even caught. Late, yes but it was still caught. I’m a much more happier person. Yeah I could be scared but I don’t think God wants fear in your life at all. He’d want us to take everything as learning and growing experience. Exercise, eat right and have positive mental outlooks on life.
This year I’m aiming for a new car of my own with a nice stereo. That’s my own personal goal. It’s my pursue in getting happy.
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