PHOBIAS, SOMETIMES THEY CAN BE MUCH October 23, 2005 12:55 a.m. Sunday

As a kid I was scared of closets thinking there was someone there. Seeing the Shining as a kid was really ass scary too. I guess you could say I have fears that range from social to the unknown. For example, I’m not great at public speaking, I don’t like driving head on with other cars, I don’t’ like to be outside in the dark alone without a dog or someone else, getting weird feelings/vibes from some people, certain movies, TV programs and watching them alone, mice, (many/most rodents), getting shot in the head for some weird and strange reason (I don’t like to be in windows too long), losing teeth (not a huge fear) and not knowing about my cancer. These are my most common fears. Oh yeah I also worry about David and hope he gets to his destinations as well- my family too. I also had a fear of him leaving me for someone else. Oh yeah when he drove like with Ben or Dave- both Daves that they’d hurt my babe. I worry about that. These are my overall fears, mice really scare me.