SHOWERS BRING MAY FLOWERS! May 5, 2005

Today is Thursday. I haven’t really had a good nights rest. I seem to be tossing and turning most of the night. Plus my bladders a little out of whack making me go to bathroom quite often. David and I are sleeping in different beds for awhile. Its until I get better. Its helped out quite a lot. I think I’ve done a little better on my resting. Not much though. My stupid bladder thing sucks. I get up early to take my first dose of pills. Some I have to take with food and water. Man we have thousands of stupid ants. Its driving me crazy. There’s got to be a better way to get rid of the stupid things. I’ll find something one way or another. Spray is too strong. Gives me a headache too. Well its just early in the a.m. and I can’t really sleep. I’ll just wait a little longer for my bladder to get a full dose and then come back to sleep. I do feel tired but not to the point where I’d get some good rest. It’s raining out. Hope it keeps it nice n’ cool out. When I go out sometimes, its been hot out. The rain will keep it a little cooler on my head. I don’t think I should have bought a damn wig. Wore the stupid thing like 2-3 times. Oh well. Who knew. I sure love to be comfy though. Scarves are nice to wear. They don’t make me sweat all over the neck. Hot flashes are a pain where they suddenly hit. Whew- they’re killer sweaty hot.