Its Halloween. The coolest thing about Halloween is candy, haunted houses, cupcakes and children in costumes. Things here at the house seem okay. I had babe drive me to Top Foods Saturday to get me some food because when I get up there’s nothing to eat. Well you have to cook it and dishes are already piled up as it is. I’m very proud of myself. I didn’t go to the casino with Beck, Amy and Jerry and spend my $25. WHOoHOO!! I find that a first step in my recovery process is trying to recover or overcome if you will this gambling problem. I shall resist this temptation and more on with no looking aback. I believe I can do it. I think a scratch ticket will feed this addiction. This new bed moms got is a lot nicer. Seem much more softer. I sure love all these shows on the Discovery channel about ghosts and other haunting stories. Amy’s birthday was fun. She got a blanket, firework show, popcorn crunch, razors, caramel suckers and glow sticks. Man I’m getting serious hot flashes tonight. It must be warmer than usual tonight.
I think I start radiation this week. I’m kind of excited to get it done and over with. I think I’ll have to do it all the way in to maybe even January. Yikes. Duval, Anne, Braden and Nikolais place stinks like cat shit really ass bad. I mean I can smell it on them like there was cat shit smeared all over them. Its driving me insane. Gawd Joe’s such a big baby. We went to go recycle cans Tuesday or Wednesday and I was saying to him- didn’t Duval say we needed to go to the recycling place behind the car place? Then he’s like oh gawd no one listens to me. Okay I had no idea I only was going by hearsay of who took what. I was driving and saying don’t we turn here to get to the one behind the car place because Duval said they don’t take aluminum sighting at the Circus one. Then he goes off the deep end saying no one believes in him and that no one pays attention to him. He was like- no one fucking pays no attention to him because he’s a criminal and that he should just go back to jail so everyone would know his place. That they’d at least know where he is. At this point I’m thinking. I had no intention of trying to put judgment of Duvals over Joes. I didn’t think anything of it. I mean it was just ridiculous. He was like turn around and go the recycling place that Duval said to go to because HE SAID it was the place to go. I was like…NOOO…I’ll go the circus one if you say they’ll take the aluminum sighting. So I turn from the blocks back toward the circus one. Then Joe’s yelling saying he’d get out if I didn’t go to the one Duval said to go to. Second time he said he’d get out if I didn’t turn around. I didn’t turn around and he got out. He thought (later on I found out) that I was joking and that I’d turn a round and laugh about it. Nope I was upset that his ridiculous behavior and thought he was psychotic. Then he ran from where he got out to the recycling place which is like 1-2 miles. He just got in the van as I was heading out. He said sorry that I had to do it myself. We went to Hostess and got some donuts and bread and then cigarettes for him later. It was just really ass dumb. I mean he uses his intimidation to scare and frighten people. I think its natural. Its no act at all.
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