Moved into new house. I am at work and I’d rather be somewhere else than here. People being denied writing checks can be ignorant dumbasses. I need to be more open about being friendly with people. My throat is killing me and I feel tired. I want Sundays off. That should be my “rest” and sit back day. I think I’ll tell David I want to quit my job. Well I think I’m a bigass fib liar who will never quit. I‘m not a quitter that’s why. I want my paycheck and the luxuries that come behind those hard hours of work and those “hell” J drives going to and from work.
This job can be pretty shitty because the customers don’t want to take time to care why they were declined. I think they’re all idiots. Ok no-- I guess if I was declined then I would be upset but would at least asked possible questions at what’s going on or what circumstances let me be declined. Or maybe I would go insane not even understanding the process of the whole check processes and stuff. I keep writing in here like a big weirdo. I have nothing in particular to say. I’m just saying whatever goes through my head.
I should be seeing if I have homework. Wait I can’t…I don’t even have my books here so never mind. I find it way interesting that some people could hold conversations with someone either in their head or with just themselves. For me, I talk to myself but its like a self therapy kind of thing. I also like to play like I’m some mental head. That “special” kind of attention is fun. Its almost lunch. I think I’ll drive to the store and get some grub. Oh and see if they have any CD’s so I can listen to it on the way home. Man I feel this obsession to buy a lot of CD’s. I bought $55 bucks worth and 2 of them suck. I really don’t like buying many CD’s- I prefer recording songs on the radio.
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